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Okay this is the day I wounder why am I going all the time. It cool and all but if this kep up I don't know what to think. I look at myself in the mirror thinking. "is today ever going to end."

I didn't eat nothing for the last few days thinking about my life.

How am I going to get marry?
How am I going to gat a kid? and what am I going to name it?
Am I doing the right thing?
Why is everyday the same to me?

I was in my bed cry for the last few day thinking about it. I look up at the night sky as the full moon is out. It look like red when I was looking at it. The stars looking down at me. I wish I know what is the day is going to hold for me.

I stay outside thinking the samething and when I wake up it dawn and I look at it as it was like....My shineing stars.

I don't know why is everyone think as me like a baku.

[Baku is a japanese word for stuped, fool, dum etes]

Oi, I really hate it even I look up. Why am I crying but for what? Why am I alway comfused? Sometimes I think I life for nothing but I know it a lie. I know I have a reason to live but some day I'll find out what it is.