I just notices how much I like these few days even it was just fun and games but it's just another day of our lives just playing mind games really. I'm not too happy with most of the things I end up doing even I'm starting to notices things at the last minutes. What did you guys do at Halloween? It's funny that I said I was gonna watch a movie and not leave home but I end up leaving somewhere. I find it funny cause I spend the whole night just messing around. ***** jokes did with old fast but it's funny not many people know what is a ***** but the night was fine moon was shining but not beautiful like I hope. I did end up buying myself some sweets and leek middle of the night jokes on me really even the end of the night I just wanted to sleep. I'm sorry that I kind of boring today not much has happen beside deep depression and a break mind. Don't get me wrong but it kind of happen too fast when that happen. Light headed, hard time focusing and can not think at all. I do not know what happen but I really didn't feel like myself when that happen but beside the depression part I just feel like a zombie when that happen. I'm not joking about it either but I'm guessing it my lack of sleep as later on I had a split headache.
Oh yeah! I just notice sweet from over seas is just bad! BAD!! Melted chocolate is no good. It taste good and all but I kind of want my chocolate not melted but I do wonder what would the world be like without chocolate and coffee beans? I heard nor read somewhere that in the future it would be hard to grow them because of the heat. I guess it our fault for it. Nah, I blame myself for wasting your time reading this. You know-- I don't know why you read this but it kind of does cheer me up even you just scan though it. I'm glad I do waste your time by making you read all this test. That's another thing!! Not many people read but when they do they read those text messages. I mean it's not bad but you could at least read a light novel. Then all these bad spelling and I thought I was bad not even close.
MmMmMm chocolate it taste weird but I guess it's because the age said here "best by: 29 APR 2012" I guess it because of the sea ? I don't even really.
I'm starting to think I should get a haircut but I don't like haircuts. Makes me feel odd about myself sorry-- I kind of wanted to laugh. Hey I'm kind of upset about the whole walking dead tv show thing going on. I did read the comic but something about that tv show annoys me maybe it's because I'm really into zombie films by watching the characters it kind of annoys me to a point that I kind of want to punch the cast. Sorry, I'm getting off topic even I don't know what topic we're on.
It was raining the other day. It made me smile but I kind of wanted to complain because it's cold but the weather what I heard is kind of unexpected and harsh but I did see it coming thinking about it winter might be longer this season again.
Another note but I kind of don't want to talk about right now is that I keep touching myself when I sleep. I feel embarrassed but people say its natural but I don't see how. I even woke up finding myself rubbing against the bed and I was like "aw crap" really I don't even notice it. It just happens and I think i should stop it even I know I can't. . .
Is it bad to be an otaku? Another words geek nor another words I don't even I did ask whats differences between nerds and geeks but thinking about it. I keep finding myself more and more and more into the geek world I mean most chatter I get into both offline and online is something geek like.
I don't find it odd or anything but I do geek out with the dying resident evil series really. I heard their a six coming out and I'm pretty disappointed because Wesker is dead. You know Wesker as he main villain it just should had ended with five as failure of the series really.
I'm getting really into mix and I don't even core mashups but some users and people do bite my head when I bash dubstep what crap really. Gives me a headache no joke. Someone told me I write a lot and I don't feel offended but I kind of agreed. Did you just notices I keep using I and but-- sorry sorry sorry I really screw up didn't I!!. This chocolate is so hard to break!!!
~Ayame
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