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I feel like doing something new even I keep on having nightmares but that doesn't bother me much anymore. I'm starting to get used to the whole is this real? Bullshit no really I mean it. I hate it and my back hurts but last night was a blast... no really it was coool!! Nothing going to do that again but the food was good but if you don't know what I mean. There was a festival the other day as that day was last night as last night is the morning and when you're reading this... fffu-- time zones are confusing.
I notice something... not many people like me. Feel like going duh on myself cause that pretty fine to me but online and offline its the same with me. I'm very confusing and I getting really annoying at times even I don't see how but I don't care.

I never did care much what others think of me even I do try and make a fool of them... no really I do even at work but I had to stop that. I keep doing that fast thinking and I hate myself for that even my illness makes it harder when people talk to me I somewhat space out but somewhat thinking about other issue on hand. Well... I didn't eat anything today but my feel are tired it's cool today is a Saturday and leaving tonight.
I just notice I keep popping my foot. That's cool really but oh oh oh! I prove someone wrong the other day. Mostly cause this guy insulted me like almost anyone would eh it's like. Well it's stupid but I notice the world is full of stupid people even when Chibi send me a thread about those heavens forums and hows it... well it does annoy me even it's does land on a religion base and it's making me wow alot. I mean why not make one with the Buddha? Well... that's how offended I am really even with countless religion it does become a holy war-- just saying. I have a new microphone... problem?
Yes!
what?
I keep getting feedback.

Well I don't have much to say about today but the past I do keep thinking about but it really doesn't somewhat annoys me as much. I feel somewhat in pain but I don't care even this guy got pissed at me for making pointless threads... I most be onto something!!! Wait... what is it? OH!! You still reading right! Well... if you think I'm gonna write something stupid you are totally right cause last night like I said I really got shitface and woke up in my roommate room. Mostly cause I can't handle alcohol and it's was better if he watches me cause I get sick easy and guess what? I puke and running with a fever... I think it's a fever cause my body burning up. Just saying...
~Ayame