Though the night I feel like nothing is still. The night is a forever lasting pain that stand infort of me.....or I'll be looking at myself in the mirror seeing something evil. Another face that make me feel less.....nothing inside me but an hallow shell. Who am I to blame if all i can say is....far well...
It funny in while but nothing seen to be right for me. I think my life has fade away but my fate is still same.......nothing well change in this world like the journal says. His words and pain bare with mine......so I'm now in a never lasting pain with his heart and mine. I don't think he should feel the same as I'm feeling. I'm not pure....I'll never well.
Sorry....I just don't know how i feel right now. I didn't say up all night this time but I feel like crying. I remeber my dreams like it was a movie....more like that game form byound...i don't understand myself sometimes but i feel like death came anyway. today, i hope it goes well and the end well never come to be...in the end.
