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ive hurt so many people broken so many lives ive pushed everyone i care for away yet im still happy yet people still love and care for me after as much blood is on my hands after so long of being hated by some and seen as a sait buy others i dont deserve to be happy yet i am i dont deserve love yet love has found me i walk my road no longer alone but i still seek redimption and to make amends to everyone ive hurt i sacrifice the right to have a normal body cuse i refuse to kill anymore i fight with a rusted and withered body with skin that peals and never heals but when you are with me i feal like im free so we walk this road together my freedom now in your hands my heart and soul belongs to you forever more i have one thing to say to you and never can enough what i share for you is more then love more then peace and freedom and i hate so much always makeing you hurt it rips me apart inside becuse i want you happy no matter the caust cuse youve always made me happy