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emptyness is lonelyness lonelyness is cleanlyness cleanlyness is godleyness and god is empty just like me in the end of my days here i look at a world thats turned its back on me im ready for death im ready for the end im ready for my pain to be over i will take this shart dagger and send it through my chest becuse thats where all my suffering is stored ignore my heart like u always have u wont miss me no one even gives a f*ck if i live or die why should they care im not them people are so damn self obsorbed they dont care about anyone they just care about what they get what they feal im done with this world thats not ment for me im done with this pain this hell this suffering ill end it no body will miss me they will watch my blood flow like a river of never ending tears it will flood everyones mind they all will know i died for peace they will morn for me they will all wish they treated me better they would have wished they could have helped me but now i get to sleep for ever i dont cause anyone pain and misery i will continue to fight on through life or death i know deep down i can over come this pain i realize that as i lay the blade in my hand in the drawer love can over come all even pain and dispare