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Bleeding Through
i stick these sharp razors to my arms not to end my exsistance but to feal the real realse from pain 1000 cuts upon my arms that make me bleed through that let my blood drop like the tears from my soul nothing in this world is perfect nothing in this life is fair i hurt every wakeing day i hurt from pain thought long lost but it still torments my mind my heart my verry core i stick needels in my eyes so mabe i can be to blind to see the agony of it all makeing it bleed through like these thousands of scars all over my body did i do wrong by you all did i let u all down to start tareing eatch other apart did i do something to cause the break down of us all why do you all hate one another my father would never want this if i join him mabe u all will stop fighting mabe you all will stop hateing eatch other but still my blood bleeds through these horribel lies i see your no family of myne theres nothing left for u here by my side a broken family a broken dream a broken will i will end everyones suffering with this sharp dagger ill slice out the cause of the pain ill slice out my still beating heart my blood on the ground people will know i was pushed to far i will lay forgoten by all by time by everyone who was close to me even in death now i suffer with no realise from it anymore i miss everyone untell i notice they all fallowed me i didnt excape my problems they fallowed me they still hate eatch other even in this realm of death and desception my problems my pain fallows me through life and death but now i have some one by my side through it all to pull me through to make me look to my self and be happy im alive i have only true love
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