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Looking back now, it kinda makes me just stop and wonder, "what the hell was I thinking back then"?
It's funny,because when I read all of my previous posts, I realized how irrational and unbelievable my thoughts were, and how I was just blindly typing onto a keyboard in front of this bright screen in the dark.
I appreciate everything that my girlfriend does...even when she doesn't think so...and alright, maybe she has her flaws...but so what? I do too. I may not be the perfect boyfriend...but if it's enough to make her happy, then I'd gladly stand by her side through thick and thin...
I want to be with her always.
Because no matter what, no matter what is said, she's still my princess in my eyes. She's still the the only thing in my mind every second, every hour.
I love her with all my heart, and the only thing that's keeping us apart, is me.
I'm so sorry.
I love you for everything that you are and everything that you'll become. I know that we always hit rough patches because of me but I want to do my best to make things work...
Even though I've never made a mistake as bad as this, I want you to know that deep down in my heart, even if I get upset, I always end up loving you more.
I enjoy every bit of us, from the emotional perspective to the physical.
You mean the world to me.
You are my everything.
I love you, Marielle. Don't you ever forget that...
So...why don't you tell me about my flaws? I'd love to hear them.