I found out a few days ago that my grandma passed away and her funeral is this Friday. I'm to be a palbearer(sp?). I'm going to be gone for five days from my normal life and I'm scared shitless. I feel like I'm falling apart too fast. All my seams are coming undone. And I have nobody to comfort me. My friends are busy with their lives and this is the only place I can put it into words, which nobody will ever read. I have no idea why I'm doing this.
Part of the crap, is I have to worry about how I'm going to do a test for my Math class and how I'm going to take care of my ASL class also. I don't want to do badly in my classes because I'm on facking Finacial Aid Probation. If I get below a C average this quarter or next quarter, I'm on Hold and get no Fin. Aid. This I'm royally facked up the back hole.
I just hope that my life will get back to normal soon and I can make it better. As it sit now, my life sucks!
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Thoughts of a Demon
This is my journal where I can wirte about what is going through my mind and what is going on in my life.
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