The last few days I've had a bad case of depression. A few years ago, the doctor said I didn't have depression. I'm not sure he knew what he was doing. Maybe that's why I haven't been back to a doctor since.
But the cause of my depression is the crap that is called my job and how they haven't been using me. I am the most qualified to teach preschool gymnastics but I haven't been used but for a couple of birthday parties and a Parent's Night Out. If they won't use my skills, why do I have them? And new jobs don't seem to want me. I've been looking all summer and have ponly had one bite, but was too late by a few days to get it.
I also think my failure of a love life might also have a hand in my recent depression. I thought I was getting on well with a girl but she doesn't seem to give anything back. She calls me a friend but I'm doubting even that. But I have nothing else so I'll try to cling to the hope that, maybe, someday something will come my way in the line of a love.
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Thoughts of a Demon
This is my journal where I can wirte about what is going through my mind and what is going on in my life.
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