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Y'ever get the feeling that you're alone. you're unloved...even when you are told to your face you can't believe it. You won't let yourself. And you know they're out there...those angels...that are still with you...that still love you. but you won't let them in. Why do we do that? You want them, but you can't make yourself let them help. Even when they are sitting there, holding out their hand to help you, you still don't take it. do you just want to stay in the rut or do you wanna get out yourself. Y'ever just wanna run, but can't. just wanna fly, but God won't grant you your wings yet. Its frusterating...Its sickening...and you think, well there must be something wrong with me...would you all be better off without me? even those angels, that love you...and want to help you...well they wouldn't have to worry about you anymore if you were dead...right? but you don't want to hurt them...so what do you do?