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Ok, I wrote this when I was feeling really emo that one day.

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A simple hello takes too much effort
You strain to crack a smile
When the sight me repulses you
I can tell that you are obligated
By the drones in your voice
You don't wish to be here.
You would rather see someone else
Other than me.

All I want is the goddamn truth
You think it stabs but lies kill
Don't you know the truth comes out
It's obvious you wanna ditch this desperate and needy b***h
And find someone new.

I wanna get lost in the mist
I wish to fall into the sky
I sing a sad song of how my name you refuse to say.
I've trained in teh 1337 way
I've been what you wanted
But still I'm not worth your gaze
Or your efforts.

This love was merely staged
A dream that will never come true
Like Tidus and Yuna on Final Fantasy X
We had eachother, but in the end
You were a dream.

Everything was a dream
Your last embrace lacked density
You jumped off that airship
And flew off into the clouds
Like you never existed, you never returned.

I knew I screwed up
I must've asked for too much.
So just ditch this desperate emo b***h
And move on.

Being a summoners gaurdian is quite a chore
Especially when that summoner happens to be me.
Always in distress and always in danger
Always in pain and always a pain
A big pain in the a**.