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Fool, just a silly fool.
A foolish child fooled by this foolish world.
I'm a silly girl filled with girlish fantasies
Those dreams of true love
Gone forever in reality's downward spiral.( gonk )

I gave my heart to the world
The world gave me s**t.
Painted of me an innocent portrait
Then called me a stalker
True love slapped my ******** face
And stabbed me in the back.

Tears of frustration well up in my eyes.
One had pretended to be my friend.
But only led me on with that smile.
Another gave a friendly nod and bid me hello.
For returning the favor
I got some b***h's fat a** in my face.

And this one
His cliched warm embrace
The cheesy words
Those three words
Those three stabbing ******** words.
A lie.

Strait as a broken arrow
He plots with his freinds.
When I'm looking, my heart is small kitten to him
When I turn my back, my heart is a dart board
If I turn around fast enough, I'll see the truth.

The thunderous God of forsight sends the message
through the Easterly wind
The Phoenix of love shows me
Tells me what's real and what's not
The of the North grants me the wisdom to break away.
The dragon from teh west tells me to fight
To fight back.
Don't take this bullshit any longer.

Suzaku, is this love? Is it real?
I don't know how a real fire burns
Show me the truth, is he telling a lie?
Or am I too impatient as he lights his match?
Will he continue to ignore me when I call his name?
I must be just wasting my breath.
-Tomo