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hello my friend that I've held so dear
hello my friend that I've longed to see
but time has stolen so much from us
and now that you're gone, I don't know how to go on
this pain, I deserve it...

I can't believe I took you for granted
I can't believe my own selfishness
but its something I can't deny
please, go ahead and hate me
hate me until I die, I deserve it.

I can't believe I let my love for you die
you were my friend but I've changed all that...
I'm sorry, its all my fault
that I let this friendship slip away
I hate myself, and I deserve it.

now you're gone, I can't live.
I can't remember how it used to be between us.
I can't go back.
I reach for you, but you're not there...and its my fualt.
Sorrow and greif is what I get in return for my actions, and I deserve it.

okay that poem really sucked and it needs to die but I don't care I'm keeping it up. >< xp stressed