Why do I always come across weird dudes? A nurse came out for gram today, the first male nurse that's came out. First time I met him and he hugs me. I don't mind hugging but, if I don't know you, start off with a hand shake. Plus, I was ready to let go and he kept holding on, oddly long. He did that again when he went to leave, except he held on even longer. He seemed nice just boarder line creepy. He was old enough to be my dad though... He literally talked about having kids that are about 26 now. I'm 27... I really think my niceness gets mistaken for flirting. That crap drives me nuts but I'm not the type of person to be rude. Ugh...
It's bad enough, where I live, there's creepy people. There was this one dude that asked for a hug, when I went to take off the trash. I tried to be nice, I thought maybe he was lonely, you know? So, I hugged him. He wouldn't let go and he started rubbing my back. x.x Then, after hurricane Irma, I was cleaning up our yard and he drove by telling me my tattoo on my boob looks nice and that his gf died. He was asking how old I was and told me where he lives. That crap was creepy as freak... He looked like 60.
Then, I was walking back home from the office with packages and someone on a golf cart asked if I wanted a ride, I said sure. Normally, I say no and I've said no ever since. It was this couple. The guy asked if I lived there with my husband. I told him I wasn't married and that I lived there with mom and gram. I don't remember what he said but he made some kind of comment that made me thing they were swingers and he wanted to swing. His phone rang and he answered it. His wife laughed and said he jokes a lot and he was just kidding. He shook his head and mouthed the words behind her, "No I'm not".
I get so sick of weirdos, for real. I'm just sitting here like, why? Why, God, can't you send guys that are nice and normal? There's talk about a new male hospice nurse that's supposed to cover out here, since I live out in the middle of no where. I'm just like, "God please don't let him be old and creepy!!" I'm also, low key, like, "If he was around my age, single, hot, smart, funny and friendly, I'd be totally fine with that too." wink rofl
On a serious note though, a part of me dreads the thought of a male nurse and a part of me can't wait to get a new nurse. The normal nurse now... Ugh. She drives me nuts. Everything is about DNRs, death and end of life and un-cleanliness. It's all gram's choice but she wants her to have a DNR in place. Gram doesn't want a DNR, do not resuscitate. She wants to be a full code. When you do chest compressions, you have to break ribs. I had to do that with papa, but I still don't want to be a DNR either. Any slight sign, even if nothing else adds up, is "she's going down hill". ...No she ain't. She's fine. You know? They said all that crap about the DNR and end of life in front of her. She gets so depressed. I feel bad. And anytime she changes a wound dressing, she doesn't clean it. She didn't even tell me to. Common sense says clean it so there's not infection but she never taught me or told me to do that. The list goes on but that's the main part. This last time she switched the dressing for the bed sore and within 24 hours it got so much worse. She said the lack of oxygen in the wound would help heal it. The nurse that came out today said it needed oxygen. Idk. I don't trust her. I love the CNA though. Omg she's so friendly and nice and goes out of her way to help. She's so good with gram. She also makes sure we're stocked on supplies and she's so easy to talk to. She says she talks too much but I'd rather a talker than awkward silence. My anxiety gets the best of me with awkward silences. She's so down to earth too, like so laid back and chill. She's the best! She's really good at what she does too and you can tell she cares about the patient. That's hard to find.
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