Undesired things..
It seems that the ways of the past still haunt the future. They try to taunt us more and more as the days go by. I've been taunted by these things recently, tempting to some point, but I know if I were to go back into my old ways that everything I've worked so hard for will be taken away...however, it's tempting in the point that it would keep the person who means everything to me safe. I'm stuck inbetween the two. I know that I must confront the things that haunt me but how would one go about confronting the past if the past is something that must be forgotten.. I'm not sure, but I don't want to find out because I wish to forget my past. So that way I can be more free than I am... I've probably said to much... I have to go now. Bye.
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