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An update nonetheless....
Well everything went to s**t. I've decided I needed to take off for a few days or so. I might explain later on but as for now I will not. I see no reason to tell anything but I thought I'd be nice and let you all know I'm taking off. I'm going to head to Nevada for a lil while just to escape some stuff and to take care of some things as well as get the correct version of certain events. I'm going to be stuck walking and I do not know exactly what will happen but what ever happens happens. I have lost all that I had here and must look to different things. I blame no one but myself. I wish of it that you take no pitty on me for it is my fault. I accept that and realize it. I don't know what else to do. Other than that, where will I go after Nevada, I don't know probably to Oregon to take care of pestering people there and to get back in touch with old connections, gotta get beck in touch with the way things were in the past but the only difference is the location. I'll have to get everyone to relocate. Or just to start a new. Which either way could be hard to do. How ever this is not of my choice. A dear beloved one that was in my life and I hope she still will be told me that I should go back to how I was before I met her. So I guess thats what I should do. Go back to the way I used to run things. I guess go back to using my talent. As they say it's a waste if you don't use your talents. So why not go back to the art of life. Back to painting a bigger picture with the lost colors of the world. If by any chance any of you catch my drift you still have no clue. Anyways. One good advice I could give every one. Never trust a woman when she says she loves you. When ever you hear that dump the girl. The best thing to do is play em for what they are worth. I learned that the hard way. It's off to a playa's world now. I aint lettin another girl screw with my heart, let alone my head ever again. If you run into a girl who says that, just leave the state. It'd save the troubles. Also, never ever ever fall in love with anyone. Be numb to all feelings. I must go back to that. I let myself fall into a world of weakness thinking she meant what she said just to find out it was just a game, a damned head game. So, sorry girls, if you were wanting to get with me, she done screwed it up for you all. I'm gonna be a straight playa now. I'm going to play my way through Vegas, then work my way back here and show people whats up. So, thanks, once again for showing me what women are like, my white wolf. With this I am done. I don't think I'll be back on gaia so... Laterz.
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