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I'm not sure what's going on.. I've been trying to do things for all who ask of things from me, I try and I try so hard to do it right. I've been, I don't know...I'm not sure how to describe it.. Almost as if I'm empty inside? I don't know ifthat'd work for it... But I'm kind of lost at words to say, I've been contemplating a lot lately about what some had said a while ago. I'm not sure how to interpret it.. I'd ask her myself but she probably won't tell me, and that's going to cause me to go insane trying to figure i out. I've been feeling a lot of pain and regret lately as well. I just don't know anymore. Ihave to try to live life to the fullest but it seems so hard with out her.... I'jut going to go for now, bye