My mom is in the hospital and I'm scared. She is the closest person to me and my imagination is having fun torturing me with images of what I'd be like without her. I swear I'm going to lose my sanity if she's gone, or at least what's left of my sanity. I have 20 people in my head and I talk with them sometimes. Also, I still love my ex-girlfriend and can't get the nerve to tell her. I did promise not to ask her out again, but she could've changed in a year.
My life is screwed up and I don't think I'll ever be the nice little person I used to be. I wish there was a map that told me where to go to go to make this pathatic life better.
PS: Gaia is also part of why my sanity is almost gone. It keeps messing up!
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Thoughts of a Demon
This is my journal where I can wirte about what is going through my mind and what is going on in my life.
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