i'm listen to From First to Last right now, note to self actually. i feel absolutely horrible. my friend had to move down to Tennessee and it just sucks. we were supposed to have some classes together when school started but now he's already started and i haven't and i won't until the 5th of next month. this song just makes me worse but i always listen to what i feel. and i feel sad. that's all. then some of my friends left me for a while and just got back today but i'm not sure if they're all back. just one that i know of. then one of them is grounded which makes it worse cuz i usually turn to him and another person when i'm having issues and since he's grounded i can't turn to him until he's either ungrounded or school starts. it just sucks. then my bro is having issues with me. he's saying that he's sick of my emo music even though half the time he wants to borrow a cd of mine so he can copy it for himself. then he's nagging that i've changed since we moved and i know i have but he's changed too and he just doens't see it like he does in me. crying then he's calling some of my friends skanks. this is only cuz of how she's been acting this year which upsets me more cuz when he first met her he liked her a lot. it's just too much to handle at the same time. i need someone to talk to and cheer me up. too bad my therapists aren't up to it at the moment. lol and no neither one of them are professional they're just my understanding lovely friends....i wish i could talk to one right now but i can't crying
 SixxFixx · Sun Aug 13, 2006 @ 05:18am · 0 Comments |
