I haven't posted anything in a long time and a lot has happened. My brother went into the army and he's currently in New York, I really miss him, summer isn't the same without him being home. I've been going between blah and happy for the past month and it all depends on when I talk to Brandon my love and what we talk about, he's so confusing and cute all at the same time, it drives me insane. Nothing else can really be said beside I LOVE HIM!!!! I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world, him and Kassie. I LOVE HER TOO!!! They may not realize it but they totally help when I'm feeling all blue. They always bring me out of my depression and make me smile. Hopefully I'll get to spend some time with them shortly^^ Plus...on the 15th of this month (that's right this Tuesday) I get to see Motley Crue with my father. I never thought I'd get to see them perform live, but I'm really thankful that I'm getting the chance to since I'm a huge fan. I was lucky enough to get to skip school to meet Nikki once and he seems like a sweetey. Brandon actually went into a guitar shop somewhere and met Mick Mars...I was sooo jealous when I heard that, and Tommy Lee was there too. Lucky Brandon. lol *sigh* I don't know why I felt like writing this but I did. It's strange. Looking back I think about all those people I've crushed on before and just can't help but think that I'm totally in love with Brandon. He's so sweet and refuses to realize that I'd do anything to stay with him and he's so afraid of hurting me again that it drives me insane. It doesn't matter to me as long as I'm with him, and some people may call me stupid for that but oh well...I really do believe in him. Just the thought of him makes me smile, even now at almost 3 in the morning I'm smiling just from writing about him. Maybe I should get some sleep he may be here sooner than I thought. Love to all.
 SixxFixx · Wed Jul 09, 2008 @ 07:41am · 1 Comments |
