ok i'm writing this with about 9 minutes before i have to leave. nothing has really been going on with me except for the fact that my life seems to be suddenly changing for no reason at all. i've been getting depressed for no reason a lot lately, along with freaking out on people who haven't done anything to me. it's nothing bad or anything it's just a little strange to me. a couple of friends know how i feel about this cuz they deal with it to and those happen to be the only ones that i can honestly say understand me which is getting pretty depressing in and of itself. my music taste has changed which is nothing that's different i mean we all go through that at different times in our lives right? of course we do. it seems that i can easily upset people or make them feel uberly happy without reason again which is good i guess. so yeah i'm just ramblign which is what i'm best at lately. my favorite song is playing....MCS-You Hold Me Down. pretty good with the exception that it makes me think of someone i would rather forget about at times but at the same time i know i would be devastated if i ever lost. it's kinda getting weird but good, we talk more and things seem to be working out for me...for the most part. lol making me smile is getting harder for some reason, you can say the dumbest thing and i'll laugh but that's just for a minute, if you really want me to be happy you have to act like you understand me even if you don't and that doesn't work all the time cuz i can now tell if someone is faking empathy, which is a good thing when it comes down to it. well with 2 minutes to spare, just enough for me to sign off, i'm out
 SixxFixx · Wed Apr 26, 2006 @ 03:59am · 0 Comments |
