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Today I went to visit His parents. It's a monthly thing, I sit and chat with His mum about life, she serves tea and snacks. It's quite fun, actually! Today was the first time I didn't bring Frankie to accompany me. So me and His mom got to chat more about Him than usual, which is exactly what I wanted.
I like talking about Him, everyone else seems annoyed whenever I bring him up, my family especially. So I keep to myself and when I ever get the chance, il talk about my future husband like there's no tomorrow.
Anywho, I was chatting with His mom when the topic of dating was brought up. She basically said, you don't have to wait for him if you don't want to. You can date other guys. Is what she said. I feel like she's saying he doesn't deserve me. I don't know. I think he loves me, is what I think.
But I went to work, and want into work mode, working fast, fast on my feet, quick with my hands. (lol). My mind was blank, I had one goal; finish up. I began to feel stressed and was growing tired. As I pulled out the somewhat heavy heated stove to drain out the water, something had hit my chest. An I remembered Him; the gift he'd given me- a super cute necklace. and I remembered why I'd gotten this job in the first place.