How did i not realize what was happening to me
If anything I forgotten everything we’ve been through and taken it for granted and i don’t want to forget anything about our relationship. I want to keep everything. The good, the bad, the boring. I think I’ve just become so comfortable and maybe forgotten how badly I wanted you in my life before we started dating.
I’ve changed so, so much. I’m upset with myself. I’ve lost myself in school and work, knowing you’ll always be there to support me. But these past few years I feel like we’ve been on separate pages. You are maybe still in the lovey dovey half and I became more serious with my schoolwork. I want to go back to being so in love with you it hurts. I’m now on the aide of jealousy thining someone will take you away from me at any moment and i pretend i don’t care.
But i do. Ugh my mind is all jumbled and I think i just woke you up.
I am so in love with you Riley.
My heart aches now.
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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