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so yesterday i celebrated Riley's birthday with him. we hung out at his place, he wanted me to take a shower with him but, i pass sweatdrop then went to see harry potter part 2. he made fun of it the whole time~ lol he doesn't like harry potter so much, but idk why he wanted to see it instead of something else~ sweatdrop it was fun he was having a greeaaat time just walking with me getting our popcorn and stuff xd it was fun! and then after the movie comes him asking me to tell him my promises to him. i didn't know what to say. it's hard to tell someone how much you love them and promise them right on the spot.. so i ended up texting him. i was first to tell him happy birthday though! so its all good 3nodding then we went out to eat... thai restau. i should eat my leftovers now for dinner. hehh. he got his gifts from his parents at dinner too. i wish i'd gotten him his gift. but i didn't have enough money for it... i want to get him the PERFECT gift. why does it have to be so wallet-eating? jeezus. i wanted to cry when his parents were singing him happy birthday. i didn't sing either. i wanted to cry. oh poo. slap me. i apologized. but i'm pretty sure he's sad that i didn't sing him a happy birthday. i'd be bummed too... i just wasn't in the mood, y'know? first and last birthday of your birthday and then he ups and leaves you for a year. ugh i didn't know what to do. that's why i want his gift to be perfect. it has to be or else i'll die.
i'll dieeee.