ii'm back~ to those of you kiddies that actually care sweatdrop eheh...
erms. i was grounded for sneakin' way... boo don't call me stupid. i wanted to see him
so badly. and if you dunno that feeling you can go dig yourself a hole and die. yeah.
actuallyyyy don't do that. wouldn't be a good idea...
ahhh so now that i know that riley's stalking me hardcore~ maybe i should limit how
much i say here, hm? nah. i'm trying to get- sorry i heard crumpling noises and it
was daphne sneaking some donettes. right thats how you spell it? yeah. she's a
hungry kid... at 10:12pm. anywho. i'm trying to get riley the PERFECT birthday gift!
i know exactly what to get him... but i dunno... if it'll be enough, i mean. huuuu i really
hope he likes it sad not just cause its from me. i hope he really really superly uberly
loves it!! DX gerf. spell check's stupid. i asked my friend benji what i should get him.
he says: cds, scrapbook? neh. i think i know what else to get him too.... hm heart
hehehe. i hate being stuck in the house, y'know? especially since i'm away from
Riley 'cause he's leaving in a few... weeks. i'm getting so much more sensitive about
that subject. "its a touchy subject" lets say. i just start breaking down and tearing up.
once the boy called me cause i was worrying him over text and i wouldn't tell him
what was up. jeezus. he made me cry even more sweatdrop BOOHOO. i hate him.
i hate him. i hate myself for loving him. because he's with me for 8 months
and then he just leaves. the first few week i felt like a number. just another chick
he was dating. i want to punch myself for even thinking that. i love this boy. my
insides hurt just saying that. [my insides, as in my heart. thats a strong word and
super duper poet-y and stuff so i don't like using it] but yeah. we get into little...
quarrels? sure. fighting over who loves who more... whee i think its cute. i just
want him to know that i love him times a kajillion. hehe xd
haaa. my phone's died while i was texting him. i wanted to know what exactly he
promises. to me. "what exactly do you promise? seriously"
once we promised that i'd marry him and he'd take me skydiving 3nodding haaah. i think that was our first pinky promise. d'awe i'm such an old sap.
ew. old. shriveled up and wrinkly. i don't want that.... Erms! so yeah, he said he
wanted to call me he says, "this needs vocals".
so here wwe go! i'm gunna call whence i'm done. ooou lookat me saying "whence".
its the same thing as once, right? psh now it is. talk2hand loll
time to go~
toodles~ heart
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