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I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE!!!
I am feeling really angry,this day was awful.It didn't start that bad... but it became just awful.I received a 6 (out of 10) in german for my exam which is really bad...because well there was this s**t with the number of words and the number of mistakes(some math s**t) and if the result was lower than 10 than it's really bad and you might not pass the year.My mistakes result is 9,93....which means it's really bad.
My sister is really evil,she seamed so happy about it.I just can't stand her.My mom told me to ask her to help me improve in german but I am NOT going to do it.My sister just can't wait to show me how smart she is.
And now I think my rooter is damaged.My Internet connection is really bad and I need to restart that s**t from 5 to 5 minutes,which is annoying,because I sometimes actually need to do something(ehh the truth is that mostly I am just wasting my time).
Yeah that all doesn't seam that awful,there is more but I just don't want to remember it.
I hate school.I'm sick of being always late at the classes because the teacher is in the class since the break starts.I hate it when all my mates stare at me because I'm late or beacause I didn't come to the first class or because I didn't do my homework or learn for a stupid test O.o.I hate it when my teachers say something and I just don't understand any word they're saying.I am sick of feeling so stupid.I am sick of not meaning anything for those who mean the most to me.I am sick of everything.I am sick of complaining and sick of myself.