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ok the title is just a verse of the song civil war by guns'n'roses
ehmmm it's been a long time...am i still depressed? yes but that doesn't matter.
NEXT WEEKEND I'M GOING TO OTAKU
it's a japanese festival and i'm doin cosplay but not for the contest and i'm going at drawing and make up workshop and it's going to be awesome and i can't wait
and my exposition!!! art exposition the painting from the project week...i don't actually like it too much but there also is this album where othere art pices are shown.
I'M GOING AT A SCORPIONS CONCERT
i wish i was going to opeth and katatonia but i defenetly don't say no to scorpions neither
and the best thing HE'S BACK
not that he,it's actualy a friend that's really awesome and we haven't been talking too much in the past time and now we're kind of talking again and he's again the same old awesome person i used to know i just love him,no,not in that way

yes i have a bunch of reasons to be happy,don't I?
sure,i don't have him,but it shouldn't matter,riiight?
it's weird,the feeling that you WANT someone,not necesary like them,can be more or less,it's hard to explain.it might sound like i'm talking about love but it's not love. it's anyway diferent than likeing or anything else. and it's not in the pervert way neither. and not necesary posesive,i mean you want him to be yours but not posesive uhhh i don't know how to explain it's really silly and stupid and whoaaaaahhh