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This entry isn't about the genius metallica song,but the feeling of fadeing to black.
you proabably have been in this situation, i have been here many times
before, when you trust someone and think they are really great... than suddenly they do something to prove you how wrong you have been. All the moments when you helped that person,when he/she helped you, when you were sad and you know they were the only one who'd understand and tell them things no one else knows and also knowing things about them no one else knows...yeah this kind of stuff popped into my mind,and many others. I felt damn lonely and at night i was hidding under my blanket,covered by pillows...a small box woulded be really helpful.
I am feeling so lonely...I just can't stand it anymore and I don't even know why.Well I think I know but I'll just never admit it to anyone because I find it REALLY stupid.
However,I guess all I can do is wait for the day I won't feel like this anymore (the day that never comes). Thank you demon lord, really, thank you stare .