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Looking into her face is like looking into a fountain of dreams. Your first insticnt is to dive in and explore the possibilities within her eyes. Swimming around inside her mind you see how it begins to darken within the shady side effects of all good things. Just when you think you reach the end, you only find yourself hearing everything shes heard through her ears. Things about what sound like you, people who ask her about things she goes through or went through and how people think to try and break you them up and yet her faithfulness keeps her here. Thus you turn around and swim to the other side and from there you find how things inside her head are beyound things you found feasible like a softer side she'd never reveal unless provoked, or a side of uncontrollability.... or so it seems. You are blessed to have made it this far and something tells you have the ability to manage the power this great being holds within. You see into her mind, further inside and you see a speck of light and looking near, you see the darkness of her life disappear and you see what apper to be happy memories. Ones where she does nothing but smile and speak to one person and as you near this light the image or the person becomes clear...

Its You, her light, her world, her everything and inside of it all, what looks like a mental shrine of you, a giant bubble of you and repeat thoughts circle around you like they're in orbit. It has everything about you you can think of and what hasnt been included in this database of your network, it remains blank, waiting for the answer. YOu wanna tell her but you dont know what she doesnt kno. You want to allow yourself to drown in her sea of love and live in her mental city of Atlantis, but you have a mental life coat and she keeps putting holes in it but it only works slowly and you have mounted it too tight to just remove. So once again, you rise but everytime she says i love you and as i emerge from her gaze, washing myself off. I kiss her lips, a wet one with love all over and i get ready to dive again... into MY fountain of dreams