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I.... I just dont know where to begin with my feelings. And its not like im obsessed with this goddess of a lady, but just i cant get over her. I have grown so attatched to her its like we breathe the same breath. We share the same pain. We share the same heart, we share the same love. Normally i write in some metaphoric way that has a certain flow that mellows out in the end to a smooth romantic ending, but this time i just cant. I just cant keep typing a millionth of my emotions when i have so many more to share. I cant tell the first sentence when i have sequels left to read. I cant swim one pool when i have oceans to cover. I cant eat one cookie when i have the whole industry to go. She is so beautiful if looks could kill, this would be another holocaust. She is so poetic, her career is to write. She is so smart, she taught every genius known to man. She is so sweet, she created diabetes. She is so heavenly, the only thing to call her is an angel. She treats me like the Crown Jewels, priceless in value, too precious to be handle by anyone but a truly experienced person, too wonderful to let pass by unnoticed.

If only you could hear our conversations off gaia. We have no issues, no traumatic dilemmas, no questions of our love. You cant find a love like this because no 2 days are the same. Our love never stays the same for it grows with us. It matures, it widens, it develops into something needed to be spread all over the world. Its the kinda love that can make the world a better place. This is the kind of love you can run home to your mother and tell her you found a girl she would approve of anf you only met her yesterday. I cant help but think of how you want to call this love perfect but nothing is perfec well this love makes me want to change that theory. I cry myself to sleep sometimes because you just cant sleep any happier than i have. and all i can do is thank God. This is something for months and months on in, Id sleep to this dreams of how i could get only one wish and i woshed for the girl of my dreams. I knew that maigc cant make true love but if i found my true love, wouldnt i be able to make it happen naturally anyway.

Well i found my true love. I promise to love her as a real man should. I promise to love, honor respect cherish adore remember and commit myself to her always and forever. I cant remember the last time i mentioned another girl. I go to school with beautiful girls all the same, but they mean nothing to me, not even to look at them. I havent called another girl, and i shut down girl after girl after girl because im married to heaven and heaven is a christians home. She is my world and ill stay home for the rest of my days. She inspires me to do better, to be better. Ill never leave her, and even if she wants to leave me, i wont let her go.

I was in hollywood the other day, and i got a friend, rich as hell, and i always say i want his stuff and ill get it one day, but when he saw the beauty of my life, he was jealous, just so jealous and it made me smile knowing that i had something more valuable than any and every item he and every gaian and every dollar could ever buy: a true lover. We go into room after room and our name is already something to see, Mr and Mrs Blanket, but people dont even know us and respect our love and even when were apart, we get mad when some one flirting with us because if you dont know me, you know my wife. And when were together, we get heated and we the only ones who can calm us down. Were true lovers because were selfish over one another. You cant tell us anything else.

She is my question, I am her answer
I am her one, she is my only
She is my best, i am her greatest
I am her sun, she is my moon
She is my soul, i am her heart
We are each others world
We are each others hearts
She is my wifey, I am her hubby
I am hers, she is mine
This is life and i love it just fine