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Wow...so many things change over the years. I was looking through this old album. And more than half the pictures are of me with my cousin. And it made me think about the days when I was a little chubby girl. Ever since I was born, til around 13 years old, I've been with my cousin. And we used to sit there and say "I wish you were my brother..." and "I wish you were my sister..." And I remember all the parents would laugh and be like "You guys are brothers and sisters." And then we would argue that we were not, cuz we never see eachother everyday. Yes, I used to want to see my cousin everyday. He was my favorite cousin. We did everything together. And all my other cousins were cool too. And then I grew older and started hanging out with friends more. Female friends. That's when the transition came in. I stopped liking running games and started liking gossip. I stopped buying a bunch of video games and started buying lip gloss and hair spray. And my cousin became different too. He didn't treat me different, but he began to boast. About himself. A lot. And I guess people do that a lot for fun, but for some reason, it started to get on my nerves. Maybe it was a puberty thing. idk. But the thing is...he's always there for me. I was at his house, once, and my parents at first said I couldn't have a sleepover. My cousin goes and cuts up some onions, puts them near his eyes until some tears come out and beg my parents. That's how far he went...for me. And I realize that I don't hate my cousin cuz he's mean or anything. And his attitude isn't all that annoying. Mostly. It's just how he treats my friends. He's one person around us cousins. But when I bring my friends, he shows another side of him. A side that annoys the hell outta me. I guess that's why I hate him so much. Influence of friends. And don't get me wrong, it's not that I hate you guys. It's just that I wish you could see the truly kind side of my cousin. And I should see it too. Instead of only thinking of his a***e-y side. Wow, that was really sappy of me. I still hate the munchkin though. Nothing will change that. Unless he grows a little more mature and learns to leave me the hell alone. I think Iva is the only one who has seen him. She knows. He's a rat. He really is. ~I got some skittles in my mouth.~ ~Wanna taste the Rainbow?~ xxstrawberry chocolatexx** · Fri Nov 21, 2008 @ 04:33am · 1 Comments


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	dude i hate the influence friends have on the way people act, i know i even change when my friends are their, i think i'm meaner because i have more confidence, sweatdrop Offline Queen_Awesome_Penguin · Community Member · Fri Nov 21, 2008 @ 10:39pm

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