I need to find somewhere to goes before I end up hurting some one. I've also been feeling that this life is not meant to be for me any more but I have to try and make it as far as I can. I've been in a whole s**t load of pain recently and have been contemplating going back to the hospital to see if they can do something about it this time. I'm sorry I won't be able to post any poetry until I'm able to use a computer but as for now I have to use my ps3 and doing this on the ps3 takes a long a** time. So that will be all for now.