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lets see today..life..confused..scared..unprepared for what is coming for me.. im so unprepared for the future.. looking at the future scares me cause i don't know whats going to happen and when i do think really hard about it i get nervous and confused... and sad.. i mean if i had a choice to stay this age i would because looking back on it when im 30 i will wish that i was this age again. i mean im so free to do what i want.. i have no worries i don't have to pay bills. worry.. if i had really one wish i would wish that i could stay me. at this age. i mean i have a lot on my mind. i just don't need anyone putting me down on the future when really i don't want to know about it. i mean.. i'm.. well to tell you the truth im terrified of the real world and don't want to go through with it.. if i was 18 right now i would probably die having to go into the real world. i mean.. im just a kid.. and yeah life is a nightmare.. im just a kid and i know that its not fair.. nobody cares cause im alone in the world. yeah life is complicated and i have a lot. i wish i was a vampire since they don't age.. hmm i wonder what that would be like..

Hollow Valley Dweller
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Commented on: Tue May 20, 2008 @ 12:59am


	I know what you're going through. The only thing I can really do is just take time to reflect my past and make plans for the future. Sorry if I'm no help.

Commented on: Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 06:08am


	Kayla, your soo perfect! You have wonderful friends, 2 amazing brothers' who are cutie patooties. smile I think Dallin's advice is awesome. Just remember you have people all over to help you.. Like Cody.. smile

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Rockstargrl_77
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Commented on: Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 06:11am


	smile

Commented on: Sun Jul 06, 2008 @ 07:24pm


	hun you'll be ok. if you arent auntie heidi here will take care of that!

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