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Ok So. This is about cody. he told his mom that he wanted to break up with me because i was to far away.. i dont blame him 60 miles.. is a long long long way.. but he thought i would move closer before school starts.. but that didn't work so much... but when he broke up with me it didn't turn out the way he planned he called me and i didn't answer.. he sent me a message i never got.. and he tried telling me in person but it didn't work. so he tried and i guess that 1 girl was not his girlfriend at all.. he says.. she was just a friend and she is a bad girl i suppose because she was txting 18 year olds.. that were boys. so i know he would never mean to hurt me because i was sooo stuiped to not see it.. because he promised to never hurt me and i took the whole thing wrong and said a bunch of stuff before i even knew what really happened.. so i got everyone saying OMFG why are you going back to him!! im not.. he is just my really close friend.. i never get to see.. would you guys just stay out sometimes! i know what im doing! it may not look like it!! but please! i dont need my life under your guy's control! its my life i live it how i please. but i still love cody and he still loves me but it wont work until i move out there. used to see him every 3 to 2 months.. but idk. i missed my race in sandy valley.. and he was hurt that i wasn't there.. he was already going to pit for me and hang with me. but im going out to the next one. but ITS NOT CODYS FAULT! its mine because i said stuff before i knew what happened so all it was.. was that we just never see each other and its hard but we still like each other. but forgive him.. not me. please. its my first love so its sorta hard.. :]

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