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Why is it that people take things of others and don't give it back when asked for. A very close friend of mine had taken my cell phone and wouldn't give it back til after the school day was over. It makes me mad when people take my cell phone. Makes me feel as though I'm being dishonored. I promised some one I would take care of the phone and that I'd have it with me til the time comes. I hate it when people take it from me and don't give it back when I asked for it. My friend, it seems as though her or she wanted me to get violent with him or her to get my phone back. I don't want to do that. Another one of my friends had taken my cell one time as we were in the park and I ended up hurting him due to him not returning it when asked for. Another thing that's kind of bugging me is trying to keep from doing certain things when around certain people. Not sure how much that will last. I've been contemplating on trying out a specific "experiment" on some one to see if what I've been told is true. All I can do for now is wait til the time is right. People keep asking if I'm ok or what's wrong, and I tell them I'm fine and that everything's ok. Is it the truth? No. But it doesn't matter about myself. It matters about everyone else around me. Everyone needs to be attended to before my own needs. It's hard to do things for myself. It's always for some one else. I no longer do things for myself, or for selfish matters. One lies awake at night only to ponder the future, one lives sleepless due to the past, one can only change the present, the here and now. No sense in worrying about the past, the past is the past and should stay there. I'm going to do something for not only my own good but for some one else as well. With this done, this person would then slowly understand how the world around them works. Well thats all for now. Heaven is Love. Peace.

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