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Sometime things seem to be so bad that it can't get any worse but it can and it will if you think it will. If you let it, it will get so bad that you won't be able to stand it. However, you can make it better by thinking, believing, that it will and infact it will get better if you so want it to. However as long as it does not effect the whole free will pact and so forth, it should go as you believe it to. Sometimes things don't go as one would like, such as things that involve other people around one. Things may seem at a loss at times but things will alway tend to get better. I wish I could do everything I'd want to for those who want me to help them. Parents need naught be dissappointed in their kids, especially when they went through the same s**t, they should be there to help guide you through it and so forth. They should be there like they are your armor and you are their sword, to protect and help one another. I've been through situations of that I had no clue what to do, what could possibly be done. I've been hit, beaten, beaten up, almost everything you could think of. I've had to basically guide myself for the most part of my life. My birth mother wouldn't even do a damned thing for us kids, all she wanted was me, no she didn't want me, she wanted the money that I'd get. Then my step mom was the same just about. Didn't care about me what so ever, just wanted my money and to use me for her own punching bag. My father was the only one there who'd help me, but only sometimes did he help. I can't even talk to anyone about my own issues because it's so painful to have to put that kind of burden upon others and I think that my family should be there when I need them most. I mean sure my father has helped me when I needed help, like just recently he helped me because I'd helped him in the same aspect but that's the only way he'd help. Well thats it for now. Heaven is Love. Peace


May the Gods bless you all with great fortune.