- As time passes, I continually find myself thinking about Nick..
Almost everything about him is so damn loveable.
I guess you could say I made a list of qualities the perfect guy would have.. and it was..idk hard and slightly long and i was like screw it whatever... but yea..
He follows pretty close to that old list actually. XD Funny how these things work.
But before I met Nick this is what I narrowed my list down to...cause of course the perfect guy doesn't exist. Anyway..
Appearance wise:
Cute/Hot/Sexay/Whatever adjective you wanna use XD
This includes cool hair, etc.. XD
Smarts:
Gotta be somewhat smart.. Not necessarily a genious.. I have other friends I can hold an intellectual conversation with.
Personality:
This..depends... I mean..sometimes the funny guys are ok sometimes a guy who is kinda distant is ok I dunno.. I'm weird..Personality doesn't matter too much to me.. I mean as long as he isn't a superficial p***k with a god-complex I'm cool XD
As long as he really loves me and yea...
Bonuses: Asian (Mainly Japanese) or Irish (With accent is an even bigger bonus) XD
Oh and can play an instrument..that's a bonus XD Idk...I like it when people play music..its so relaxing. i feel like i can just sit there for all eternity..listening...anyway yea..
What can I say..Irish guys are hot..for the most part. And the accent omg..Don't get me started on that. <3
Anyway yea...Back on to nick.. -sigh- Can't stop thinking about him..@__@
Ok so on a scale of one to ten...ten being I love him and one being oh just friends..that number has been..well changing a bit lately.. I mean..one day it kinda spiked up to like..what was it..7? 8? i can't remember..but.. Idk what was up with me that day..super happy I was...hm..But..averaging it all out..I think I came up with a definitive answer.. Somewhere in the 6-6.5 range..yea that sounds good.
Love..so complicated and mind-racking and yet so awesome..
I was foolish enough to think I loved someone before..heh see how that came out.. I'm smarter now. I'd be naive to say I loved Nick..There are still so many things I don't know about him..But still.. I really do like him.. Who knows...maybe through a strange twist of fate he may be the one..Doubt it though. Makes me wonder though... What will the guy I end up with, if I do end up dating/getting married, is gonna be like.. Well whatever..Marriage...heh..opinion on that has slightly changed. I mean I'm not totally against it now..so yea wouldn't mind getting married..even opinion on kids slightly changed.. Wouldn't mind one kid...more than that.. -bites lip- eh gonna hafta sleep on that.. lol I just don't get how some people have like.. 5+ kids.. and those with like..12+ kids..damn getting busy eh? XD but honestly..taking care of 12 kids?! start a daycare already.. sheesh..jj
Anyway...I've gone on enough for now I think.. I've just..kept going off on other stuff.. XD Well whatever... oooh wait..
Sunday going to the movies!! Yaaay! With Nick!!! <3
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Oh and Rinota....pffft..jj ya know I luv ya..or..DO I?? dun dun DUUUUUUUN
Anyway yea squeeeeeeee can't wait.
Anyway yea..
~blitz signing off to daydream bout sunday whee
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