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I did not write this. but i can completely relate to it.

I'm sorry
That I bought you roses
To tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
Not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
To "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
That I open your car door,
And pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
To be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
Not an a*****e

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
To buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
Cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
Like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
But never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
But when we went out you went home with another guy


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
But not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new a*****e comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize...
I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
But don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I cant ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it
I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you
Instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
That I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.