Yesh... all this week all i did was sleep in class... or sneek in my ipod and listen to it or read. Im just tired... i fell asleep in my bio class. I dont kno wats wrong but im just all oh so tired.... birthdays comeing up soon... just wonderful. in like 9 days. i cant stand it. birthdays and me... just dont mix. I am just so tired of everything i fell.. empty for some reason. its either im tired of listen to ppl's complants about other ppl... or tired of the same old same old...
MAn i want to go out there and do something. But living in the middle of ******** no where... like 3km out of town sucks. And since my mum and i are the only english speaking ppl on this ******** road its a b***h. I just want to do something different... and im ******** tired of being ******** nagged about god knows wat and im tired of beinf told that i dont dress approperate and most of im tired about skool... i use to like it just to get away from home... but ive just been slacking off... i cant afford to slack off not now... but i just cant help it its... a feeling... i dont want to end up like my bro. Wats the point of haveing parents when they wont help u at all... ******** i have a project to do i cant afford to ******** it up its A HUGE PROJECT for ITT. Fucing father had to screw everything up. Along with french hey mum i need help mind helping... oh no ur infront of the telly dont mind me ill just fail it like every ******** thing else... im just so tired... dont kno y im like this... ******** emotions....
random insane thoughts/poems
Y am i here Y am alive.
Cant wait, can wait
tired of wakeing tired of walking.
Light seeps thru the curtans
distorying my darkness
warming the cold
Y am i here Y am alive.
Cant wait, can wait
tired of wakeing tired of walking.
Waiting for something to happen
Cant wait for it to happen.
looking at the caeling wondering
Why am i here todaY?
Sitting here in the dark...
in the small corner...
Blood on the floor...
marking my terratiory of death...
Blade in hand, head leand against my loved one...
He laughes in the dead of night at my successful efforts of death...
Blood smeared walls...
mutalated bodies spread across the floor...
I roll in their blood as he watch in entertainment...
My inner beast seeks for more blood...
for more gore...
I sit there with a twisted smile legs crossed as of a egar student...
waiting to be tought...
yearning for the next kill to come...
best of all...
Lives are gone but mine has just begun in the dead of night...
twisted -Lilith- twisted
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but yah untile then its s**t.
but i wont let yah down no matter wat so dont feel alone what so ever.. any way gota go head hurts again ******** teeth *starts pulling on his mauler tooth*
thats another thing u never want is thous ******** growing.