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Man, oh man!
I just finished watching Land Before Time. I love that movie! <33 It came out at just the perfect time in my life, too, when I was obsessed with dinosaurs. Dinosaurs were a large part of my life that I keep forgetting about. o __o All those trips to the science museum, the boxes of dinosaur toys, the Land Before Time movies, the computer games... man! Was I spoiled! But, then again, my brother was the same with trains...
But that movie. It gets me every time when Littlefoot's mother dies. crying The first time I ever cried during a movie was the first time I saw it. Is it odd that I remember that? It was also then when I realized that I can only really cry out of one eye. I've never given second thought to that until now!
Why is only one of my tear ducts fully functional?!
So today I've been on an emotional roller-coaster ride. Whoo! Not that anything's been happening to trigger it; It's just one of those womanly things. It's so weird when this happens, though--My emotions are completely swayed by characters in TV shows or in stories. I'm reading Fahrenheit 451, and the main character is more or less going mad. I had to stop reading, because I was getting depressed and thinking strangely. gonk I was all distressed. So I picked up a cheesy teen-romance book instead. But I couldn't stand the main character! She always expected the boy to do something insanely romantic, and she wouldn't make any moves herself. If she keeps her standards so high, she'll end up an old maid! Getting nit-picky about every little thing... She was lucky anyone would look her way! She was shy and would hardly talk, and when she did she was rude and poisonous! And in the end she got the boy. What the heck?
Since that was dissatisfying, I went to fanfiction.net and found Death Note fanfics. xD I found this one that took the majority of my day to read. At first it started out as just a parallel story to the real thing, but it turned into a shounen-ai. I didn't care, though. The author was great, and it was humorous at times. A great read! But now I'm hanging off a cliff since the story is not finished yet. Will I ever find out the ending?! Light realized his true feelings for Ryuuzaki, but will Ryuuzaki ever be able to get past that Light might be a mass-murderer?! I really wish he would, just for a happy ending. But I'd understand if he shot Light down. Who'd want to date a homicidal maniac who's ultimate goal in life is to kill you? And Light's poor father! At first, his son seemed so great. Straight A's, winning tennis championships. But now he's a suspected killer, and possibly gay. Christmas dinners must be so awkward.
So, yeah, dad. Completely ignore the fact that I'm God of the New World and annihilated all crime. You're so close-minded!
Did I ever tell you I dropped math?
Yeah. I did.
I don't need the credits to graduate. I'm in an art class instead. Making stained glass. <3 I had to go to the teacher and beg for it. But I really enjoy it, and I look forward to going to school a bit more now that I don't feel like I'm going to die from breathing in my first period. School isn't so horribly taxing now, and I don't mind doing my homework as much. I already kinda know the kids I sit next to in art, so now I can get to know them better. We have really similar interests when it comes to art. Which is great, because I don't have many artist friends. The whole school day just seems brighter.
The weird dreams have stopped ever since.
It's amazing how dropping just the one class has made such a difference.
How much more do you think I would have enjoyed school these past ten years if, instead of being forced to learn math, I could learn art? I understand needing to learn math to a certain point, but I don't plan on getting any sort of job or into any career that involves the use of this math. Actually, I plan to become a foreign language teacher. I want to go to Japan and teach English. If that falls through, then maybe I can teach Japanese in America. Or be a translator. xD I wanna do something involving languages, and sell my artwork as a hobby. Once I can speak Japanese fluently, I want to learn German again. And actually retain it this time. Go to Germany and hear the language be spoken, everything.
I want to learn Japanese, German, Russian, French, Italian... Yeah, that's enough for one lifetime. If I can do all that, I can die happy. If I can only learn one and a half, I'll still die happy knowing I tried. Plus, think of all the men I can entice if I could whisper Japanese into their ears!
... Or... Or French. French would be fine, too. But I'd rather speak Japanese. xD
 Leamony · Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 06:42am · 1 Comments |
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