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Taking in my last breath
I heard them calling my name.
Crying out as if to awaken me
And yet with each cry I’m pulled farther in
--Into the depths of the water surrounding me
--Still don’t want to be awoken-
I need to stay in this dreamland forever,
Never to face the truth
Never to feel the pain.
But they continue crying out-still trying to awaken
And I’m pulled down
Farther-
Deeper-
Unable to breathe-I try anyways
But I can’t.
I’m drowning in this dreamland
And no one can see…
Dying again..
I was drawn to you,
Memorized by your eternal light,
But now..
Now I'm swimming in a sea of lies,
The sea created by you,
Cut by your words,
Words that weren't even true,
And now I'm drowning,
Drowning in the sea you left behind,
Bleeding, my wrists slit by your cruel words.
But I don't want your help this time,
I don't want your love,
I'm drowning,
I'm bleeding,
I'm dying again..
By angel08 Created on ( 03.03.2004 )
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Trapped
I'm trapped in my body,
I'm screaming inside,
I've lost all hope,
I'm waiting to die.
I've waited for you hoping you'd return my love,
But all you do is speak of her as if she was sent from above,
All of this torment unbearable and unfair,
And I have decided I no longer care.
Now the years have and you now see,
You were a fool to not love me,
It is too late now, I have a love of my own,
And you are now sorry for what you have done.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Darkness Again...
You decided to leave,
Now I'm lost without you,
And it seems there’s nothing I can do,
I crash to my knees staring blankly up into
the dim gray sky,
Then franticly close my eyes again attempting
to hide the truth,
I try to tell myself that your gone,
Yet my heart won't let me,
I open my eyes again to let in the light,
But all there is, is darkness,
Darkness again...
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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A True Friend
The world is racing past us,
And there is nothing we can do,
With each minute a discovery,
With each day something new,
When one door closes,
Then the next will open,
Ties will be made and let go,
And tested through and through.
But no matter how fast time flies,
Or the world passes you,
There is one thing you can be sure of,
Friends will be there for you no matter what you do.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Mixed Emotions
Mixed emotions,
Caught up inside,
Endless devotion,
Hoping you'll always stay by my side.
I don't know how I feel,
Or if I ever will,
But I do know this much is true,
If you ever left I'd be lost without you.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Forever Lost
She cries herself to sleep each night,
Hoping the pain will go away,
But it keeps coming back to her each and
every day,
He hurt her so deeply,
She doesn't know what to do,
She is in pain and truly suffering,
But no one knows what she's going through,
She wishes it to be over at nearly any cost,
Her wish is now granted,
Her soul is forever lost.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Our World
Soul-less eyes and false smiles,
Backstabbing betrayals and endless denials.
Our world is full of all of this,
Never happiness, joy, and bliss.
Tears, screaming, anger, and fears,
These all are things we face through the
years,
It's sad and painful to face them all,
Because when we do we only fall.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Empty
She looks around her,
All she sees is hollow faces,
Shallow eyes and empty minds,
That fill in none of the blank spaces.
Her heart grows cold and bitter with each day,
All of her hopes and dreams have forever
faded away,
The others are empty, she soon shall be too,
And she shall forever remain blue.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Goodnight, Gracie
He didn't pick her up that cold winter night,
Outside she was angry, inside full of fright.
Something had happened, this much she knew,
Inside all her fear grew,
Her mom picked her up and said, "Something
happened to Jimmy."
They rushed to the emergency room,
With each second she got even more lost in
her doom,
By the time they got there,
He was gone,
And Morgan knew he wouldn't wake to see
another dawn.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Dark Soul
The walls are closing in,
All is growing dark,
The shadows are going dim,
The night has left it's mark.
You hear a faint whisper,
You feel a presence too,
It is a dark soul,
Coming to rescue you.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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False Smile
She hides behind a false smile,
Looking into soul-less eyes,
She lurks in the shadows,
Never unmasking her disguise.
But behind the smile you can see,
No happiness only pain and misery,
Yet she smiles each day as if there's
nothing new,
Acting as if she had never been blue.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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I still love you
All of these tears I've cried for you,
All of your dreams I've held on to,
How could you do this to me after all we've
been through together,
You said what we had would be forever.
You picked her over me,
I guess you and I were never meant to be,
But I can't help the way I feel,
I still love you.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Rose
Her heart like a rose,
Beautiful, yet wild and protected,
Never opening up,
Too afraid to be rejected.
Yet when it opens you can see,
It's true form of grace and beauty,
And when it's opened you will see that it
hides,
All this emotion that is locked up inside.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Locked In
She is in an open room,
Yet she feels so trapped inside,
She's caught up in all her doom,
Feeling like she has died.
Her eyes are cold and lifeless,
Without feeling, emotion, or pain.
She has given up on life,
And she can't stand it anymore,
She tries to get out but she can't open the
door.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Was it me?
Why did you change?
I don't understand,
You made everything different,
You made me see that who I thought I was
pretending to be is truly me,
You made the world more compacted,
You made everything the way it is.
Or...
Was it I who changed?
Did I make everything different?
Did I force myself to see that who I thought
I was pretending to be is truly me?
Did I make the world more compacted?
Did I make everything the way it is?
Was it me?
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Helping Hand
The world is a place of laughter and tears,
A place of hope and a place of fears,
It's filled with the dreams in little
children's heads,
It's filled with the nightmares that anyone
would dread,
The world can be very forgiving and kind,
It can also be full of the most powerful
hatred anyone could find,
But when you need help or when your in trouble,
There will always be a helping hand that will
help ground your problems into the rubble.
The world may be full of horrible people and
horrible things,
But just remember there is always someone
good or kind,
That is willing to help if it's trouble that
you find.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Endless Darkness
She's falling through an endless pit of the
souls who are lonely and despise,
She thinks anything would be better then
keeping her discise.
She screams aloud though no one can hear her,
Tumbling through the endless pit, it all just
seems such a blur,
She opens her eyes expecting the warm golden
sun.
But all she can see is darkness.
She finally realizes this is all real,
But she just can't find a way to deal.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Never Understanding
You say you understand but how could you,
When you don't even know what I'm going
through,
You didn't have to go through all that I am,
So there is no way you could understand.
Your always trying to connect to me,
But we're worlds apart,
And that’s one thing you just can't see,
You long to be close,
But I just pull far away,
And we seem to drift apart with every day.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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The Sky
She smiles as she looks up at the clear blue
sky,
She can feel his arms around her,
Everything else just seems a blur,
Joy rushes through her like never before,
She no longer feels hollow or empty inside,
Or as if she'll just be rejected and cast
aside,
He holds her as if he'll never let go,
As if she had been there with him a long time
ago.
Suddenly she wakes from her dream,
Once more facing the cold bitter world,
Once again feeling hollow and empty without
him.
She can no longer see the clear blue sky,
No longer feel his arms around her,
No longer smile.
She ducks away into the shadows once more,
As she had done so many times before
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Claimed
She falls into the shadows,
The darkness claiming her name,
Bearing her soul, her very existence,
She weeps tears of sorrow,
For this darkness she can't escape,
Trapped inside only longing for a way out,
Yet all she can do is cry,
Only wishing for a way to escape,
To emerge out of the shadows once more.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Thinking of you
I can't stand the fact that I'm thinking of
you,
At least not after all that you've put me
through,
You told me to wait for you,
So I’ve waited all if these years,
But I can no longer fight back the tears.
And this time it's not your shoulder I'm
crying on,
For your place in my heart is forever gone,
Someone replaced you, this much is true,
Because of how far apart we grew.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Why..
I stare you at the dark clouded night sky,
I close my eyes as the tears run down my
face,
And I just can't help but question myself
why,
Why you left me alone here,
When everyday without you is filled with
nothing but fear,
I lowered my defenses and opened up to you,
And in return you broke my heart,
But I still didn't want to part,
Now I'm alone again without you in this
shallow empty world,
And no one will ever fill the hole you left
in my heart,
No one will ever make this hollow empty
feeling go away,
No one will ever take your place.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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What happened?
What happened to the days when we could laugh
together,
The days we thought our friendship would last
forever,
We had perfection,
But I guess that just can't last,
Those days just seem to have faded away,
We continuously drift apart with each and
every day,
We had a special bound that couldn't be
broken,
And now I long for our lost friendship to be
reawaken.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Unheard
I've held back this pain all of these years,
But this time I can't fight back the tears,
All of this pain is tearing me up inside,
And it just won't go away,
I pull away from the world,
And resign deep within me,
My very soul crying,
Wishing for all this pain to end,
Yet it doesn't, it goes away, but always
comes back to haunt me,
As if my heart welcomes the pain,
But I know it doesn't,
For my heart is screaming aloud,
Yet is unheard once more.
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Fade away...
It won't be alright despite what they say,
Just watch the stars each night as they fade away,
Consumed by the darkness that surrounds them,
As if mocking my soul,
For my soul itself has been consumed,
And I want to shield the world tonight,
From this unspoken darkness,
As the stars fade away,
Until I fade away...
By angel08 Created on ( 06.02.2004 )
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Now and Forever
Your no longer by my side now,
And no longer in my heart,
We promised not to change,
But we did....
I know it's not the same now,
But I just don't want to let go,
I'll never let go....
By angel08 Created on ( 09.02.2004 )
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A Shattered Soul...
Crimson tears run down her cheek,
Only pausing at the threshold of her cold black heart,
For everything has faded away,
Her hopes,
Her dreams,
Her soul...
There’s no longer joy, nor laughter,
No longer sorrow, nor pain,
Yet the tears still fall,
And once more it ends this way,
With a broken heart and a shattered soul...
By angel08 Created on ( 10.02.2004 )
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Erase
Erasing your name from my heart,
Erasing and erasing,
Yet it won't come out,
Like your face in my dreams,
Stuck there.
For before things where different,
We where different,
But it no longer matters,
For you are now you,
And I am now I,
So I continue,
Erasing once more,
And your name came out,
Yet your face will stay forever..
By angel08 Created on ( 23.02.2004 )
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Falling
Blurs of black and white clog my vision,
For I'm falling,
I don't know where,
I don't know how,
But I am,
I need you,
I need to be in your arms, and in your heart,
I need to be awoken from this eternal slumber,
And I wake yet the dream won't end,
I'm still falling,
Falling for you...
By angel08 Created on ( 25.02.2004 )
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Hidden
Hidden within the forgotten truths,
The darkness claiming my name,
The shadows concealing my soul,
Protected,
But you see right through me,
I can't hide,
I'm defenseless around you,
And it feels alright.
By angel08 Created on ( 26.02.2004 )
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Gone
Our friendship, withering away with time,
Like the sea agenst a rock,
Slowly being worn down,
Until it's gone,
Forever..
I guess some things just aren't meant to last,
For words may hurt,
But the silence breaks my heart..
By angel08 Created on ( 03.03.2004 )
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That final goodbye
They say there’s always tomorrow,
But how many tomorrows will there be?
We fooled ourselves,
Thought it would last an eternity,
And we where wrong,
It can't last forever,
Sometimes we just have to let go,
Just have to move on,
And we'll all have to say goodbye,
But we never know when that last time is..
The last time our eyes meet,
The last time I see your smile,
That final goodbye.
By angel08 Created on ( 03.03.2004 )
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Goodbye
This is my final goodbye,
For I can't take it any more,
Your cruel words cutting me,
Your shallow lies drowning me,
Your demonic ways killing me,
I'm bleeding,
I'm drowning,
I'm dying because of you,
And I won't take it anymore,
I'm dying again,
I've got to get through,
I'm dying again,
I've got to leave you,
And I don't love you anymore,
Goodbye.
By angel08 Created on ( 03.03.2004 )
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What is your price?
Everyone has a price,
So tell me..
What’s yours?
Money..?
Fame..?
Death..?
Love..?
What’s the price you'd pay?
What would you want?
To be in his arms?
To be in her heart?
And what would you pay?
Your dreams?
Your heart?
Your soul?
What is your price?
By angel08 Created on ( 03.03.2004 )
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 angel08 · Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 08:56pm · 1 Comments |
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