We all have trouble dealing with others, our annoying siblings, our bossy parents, our demanding teachers, but what about the one person we come in contact with most? How do we deal with ourselves? How do we accept ourselves for who we are, and try to change ourselves for the better? How do we change ourselves when we can't figure out what needs to be changed? Right now I'm going through that, trying to figure out how to deal with myself. I want to figure out how to change myself, change myself for the better. Sometimes I just am disgusted with myself, for my thoughts, opinions, and judgements. How do you change the way you think, the way you percieve life?
I swear, sometimes I wonder why I am so different. Why can't I be optimistic, why can't I be social? Why am I the girl that hates everything and everyone, while trying to pretend I'm the opposite? I wonder why I am social phobic, why god gave me this disorder to deal with my whole life. Why I can't just accept others the way they are, and be happy for them. Sorry if I'm rambling on, I just have so many jumbled thoughts. Why can't I be like everyone else, yet unique? How do I deal with myself?
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The Diary of a Princess
Many people don't know me for who I am. They assume that I am nothing, just by glancing at me. If you want to really know me, then read my journal.
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