mkay...new poem, I'm trying to improve my overall writting, so bear with me sweatdrop
White is the sky
So dulled
Colorless,
My senses have become irrelevant
(This endless charade relapsing my mind)
Cracks slowly forming beneath the surface
--I think my heart’s breaking
(Your hands are dismantling my body)
I just want to scream..
Instead though
I stay quiet.
Not ready to be seen again;
My face does not want
To be found
(Blood has been shed)
No longer is water thinner then blood.
The silver lining now gone
When it all goes gray
Conflicting emotions take over
Love, hate, regret, sorrow.
Never again will I forgive you
I can not take anymore of this--it aches so much
To be apart.
Raging is the ocean in the background
Lashing up like an untamed beast
Swallowing anything and everything
My heart is no longer safe
The weeping soul that lies idle inside me,
A howling wind to my eyes
A dimming light to my heart.
Looking unto the emptiness of tomorrow with docent eyes–
The absence of your hand has made my own frigid.
Icicles hang from the branches
A sheet of white cloaking the frostbitten grass
Thin ice--breaking beneath my weight
Freeing myself of the iniquities of this world
--This life.
Crouched figures silhouetted against the horizon
The reddened sun bleeding into the slate ocean
Faint colors splatter onto the canvas
Chip away the paint--
Reveal what is beyond the master disguise
And peel away the mask you so carefully perfected
I need to see the real one this time
Color fading--
It's nearly too late.
An array of memories projected
A kaleidoscope of the past
And it seems so dim in here
Shadows playing tricks on my head
Thorny rose bushes--too beautiful to touch.
I've plugged into the obscure depths of my mind
Cast away by curious eyes
(Such an affliction)
I need escape--
Emotion--
Apathetic is my head
While my heart leaks crimson.
Starless
The sky is so black--
It almost hurts my eyes
And the hollow moon reaches it's light no farther then the sky
Past conversations are spoken
Until I finally wake.
This life--
A daydream mislead.
 angel08 · Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 12:02pm · 1 Comments |
