Clouds of fear fixed in my skys
Not allowing forgetfullness
(Second chances left in the fairy tales)
--Blocking the stars I long so greatly to see
Only suppressing the lust of yesterday's present
And I can feel the annoying hatred you bistowed upon me.
--Heat to my frozen skin--heart
Your displeasure towards me
No longer just something to be brushed aside
Instead you target in
I am the enemy--
Even as my halo shines.
--A candle in the night
So fragile as the rain pours down
And you try so hard to blow it out
(--Take the remaining hope from me.)
Though each attempt is in vain--
No longer is it about you and I
Rather, the anger and fury we had
I suppose I'm the only one who left it.
Rusted are the chains
The emotion--
The lock you fastened around my neck
--Too tight for my liking
But if you couldn't be happy--neather could I
Never though was an objection voiced
'Till it was too late
(Though it was over from the beginning.)
And I'll never forget
(You won't allow it.)
Shadowed figures emerge from the wornwood
--Taking place of the demised
--Now only corpses rotting beneath the soil--
While the rest of us simply rott from the inside
Tell me.
Is it worth it?
Obsessing over our past--
Only to die from the inside out,
And you try to revive it
Even as I throw myself in the other direction
--Open your eyes--
--Let it go
--Get a mint.
Sing to me the bittersweet lullaby of yesterday
--The beauty now deformed--
Crusty and old
It's dead
--Unlike my imaginary world.
--The place in which I live
(The place you put me in.)
Until it all comes rushing back
--The bottle of emotion I so tightly filled--
Breaking upon contact
--Imitating the glass tears that fall every morn--
Each one--shattering as the touch the ground
Only to duplicate--
Just like the simple lies my mind tells
Even as I tape my mouth shut--
They'll never stop
(Not for me)
'Cause it won't be alright dispite what they say
Not tonight.
 angel08 · Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 12:30pm · 0 Comments |
