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Somber Angel
Feelings
I don't know if anyone even reads this but meh...Does anyone else have those feelings where they feel like they don't belong and everything would be better if they would just die? I get those alot...lately it's been killing me even more then before. I'm just so confused. At nights when I can finally get to sleep I have dreams where I'm dying or being killed. Oh well....Doesn't really matter does it? Sometimes I want to just run, run till I can't anymore. Or I want to just go out to the green bridge sit on the railing and hope that someone just comes behind me and pushes on my back as hard as they can. Or just sit in my room and cry to myself before taking enough sleeping pills that I never wake up. Sometimes I just wish that when I did run away from home september of grade 8 I never went to school and I just stayed away.....



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Fri Jul 21, 2006 @ 05:56am


Alex, you're not alone. I even get those feelings. Besides, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and you're one of the strongest people I know *hugs* You have family; even if it's not by blood, you're friends are still family.


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