The lost little girl with out a place
Rejected the world I knew before.
The darkness within me told to me that I would never succeed
If I didn’t leave behind the world.
Hatred is looking for me-deep within my pure heart.
He’s calling my name over and over again
Until I answered his call.
He told me that he could show me great power
And I followed him in eternal madness for this power he promised.
He told me to kill everyone who was around
Not just psychically but mentally and emotionally too.
I did what I was told and soon I was all alone.
With out my friend
With out my family
I cried and cried till I couldn’t cry anymore.
I screamed and ended my own life so
I could be with my best friend and family.
When I got there it was too hot
And everyone was unhappy to see me
They all ignored me and I went on my own way
Until he came back.
He talked to me and changed my once pure evil heart
In to a heart with nothing but darkness in it.
I became the most hated person there but
I was happy with everyone hating me because I deserved it
Why I’ll never know.
I don’t think it’s my fault that I’m not like them…
It’s their faults for making me like this.
It was them who lied to me and keep the truth from me
I tell my self.
It made me want to kill them all when I found
The truth that had been hidden from my eyes.
It hurts and they don’t care but they are the friends I have
Heartless people are my friends
They don’t care about anyone but themselves!
So I must move on and forget them all.
With friends like them who needs enemies.
It ruins everyone who’s around me lives when they do this to me.
It kills my trust and burns in my heart.
When someone betrays you,
You never want to trust anyone again.
You feel hurt so deep that you feel as if you can never be healed.
The darkness within consumes your senses and kills your spirit.
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