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Music: Panic at the Disco - The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage
Mood:Blah and kinda pissed.

Ever notice the more popularity a website gets the worse it becomes. It seems that first it was live journal and that just was good until i was chased from there tooth and nail because I voiced an opinion that displeased my friends. Frankly if you've got a friend that is posting a blog and there is something that just so happens to post something in there about you, regardless of them knowing that you are an active reader or not, you need to let that s**t slide. In most cases, or at least in live journal, things were set up to where the search was a bit harder then what they are now on most sites and not that many people wanted or needed to look at the journal entry. Not like My Space.

Now that is a peice of work. Not only do you have the local profile and pic share place, you now have a beautiful blog that you can post and it comes up on your user page. Now THAT is perfect. Not only is everyone on there but there is the tempt of writing for everyone to see. Its so convinent why not just do it. Most people don't know about the simple things that could go wrong with the simplest of a blog post.

With this I have the opportunity to not only say what is on my mind but see what other people have to say about it. And much like the bible it seems that people inturpert things very very wrong. Take for instance one post i made in my MySpace Blog.... It was protaining to three people and one situation when i wrote it. After reading the posts of the people who replied. I realised that the blog actually related to nine differnt people in three entirely differnt situations. More if i streached it. Either way I just really wonder what is up with that.

Then I realised what it was. It isn't the websites that ruin people lives, its not even the people who post the blogs, in most cases, its the friends they have.

I realised that my friends suck. Well most of my RL friends that is. I mean honestly I've never met a bunch of sneeky people in my life. They pry and play such high school and middle school games that i wonder which is worse that i've been friends with these people since i was little and just now realised that they are like this or is is worse that I actually think i miss these people and that they are good people and my friends.

I just wonder what is going with that and what might happen if they and i never speak again because i am used almost every time that i am there because i am of such a giving nature by normality. I am mothering and want the best for my friends but am i just clouded by the images to what they could be and am as guilty as a parent who has turned a blind eye to their child's misbehavior or am i worse knowing the bad and still thinking that there is good?

*sigh* What to do what to do.

Tux