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Angel Serene
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The Psychiatrist Made Me Cry!
So, today I had my first psychiatry appointment in well....years. I was really going to just get myself evaluated or actually re-evaluated for ADHD. ^^'' I tend to be a little impulsive at times, and I cannot sit still. Nor can I really concentrate on one thing at a time for very long. It does sorta get in the way at work and what not, but eh. Being on medication would help at work and school so I'm up for that. However I'm scared at what sort of side effects are coming my way. Will I become another emotionless stiff walking around like before? I kind of want to keep my perky self and not go down into depressive behavior. sweatdrop Maybe I can control it, but we'll see. The Psychiatrist said I could go on anti-depressives but...I'm not really all that happy about taking the ADHD medication much less anti-depressives too. None the less, we'll see. I might wind up having to be put on both. sweatdrop If it were not for my willingness to do well in college and work I would not be doing this at all.

None the less! On another note, what is it with psychiatrists and their ability to make you just talk. Jeeze, I went there to do get a simple re-evaluation and she finds out about my past issues then starts asking me all her psychiatric questions. Next thing I know I'm struggling not to tear up. Jeeze. Not that I do not appreciate it, but all the stuff I thought I had gotten past seemed to only boil to the surface. Ever think you've gotten over something and the next thing you know you go see a psychiatrist and find out that you are really just as hurt by your past as you were then? ._. That was me. Needless to say though, afterwards I felt quite a bit better because I learned a little important information about myself. I care too much about what society thinks. O.o'' Figure that. So now I'm going to be a little bit selfish for a while and start doing what I want to do. Hopefully I'll discover more about myself in the near future, but we'll see. Anys, that's about it for me now. Ja ne Journal-san!

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