so much s**t is going through my head that I can't think straight. I onl got two hours if sleep....
and the memories if the past keep catching up to me.
depression is getting more woe and scary..my computer wifi bein gay as well. dont know what to do. I keep listening to old songs, and I keep thinking of a false future.
what must I do to receive permanent and eternal happiness?
can't I just go on for a bit longer with a smile?
and to think I thought I moved on... ill need some more time.
I can't keep doing this to myself and hide from others
that's just not the right way of doing things...
but I also meep holding back tears...
maybe I did jinx the good luck that I used to have...
I just want to see Cj so I can forget all this...
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I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things,
but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations,
since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.
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